All the times
That I've cried
All this wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow will be OK

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

So today was my first day heading back to a J-O-B.  Since coming out of the Hosptial, I met a vary Successful guy and talked to him for awhile on my views and Nutrition.  Well He offered me a position at a Salon and Spa.  The company's name is Modern and its vary "High Class" spa.  I'm really happy, but vary Tired.

It's as if I had the world then everything changed in one night. On May 17th, I wrecked the bike I bought a month ago. I lost control going at 150mph and it's as if I have to pay for that one night, for the rest of my life. I had a collapsed lung, kidney failure, Shattered lower back, Broke my neck, Dislocated Collar Bone and Shoulder, and broken every bone and torn all the veins and nerves in my right arm.  Needed 6 blood tranfusions. Due to the injuries in my arm they had to take it.  Doctors then put two rods, 8 screws and a plate in my lower back where I have no more bone. I admit I am a person and I do break down and cry, but I am getting stronger physically and mentally. But don't worry too much, everybody says I am still the same Hadi and I am still cute (lol but I disagree). I do feel more humble about life. Well this is just temporary and I will heal and recover. I just want to say thank you guys for your support, and love.