k....so here goes nothin...i'm officially new to this...to lessthanfour, definitely not to living the life of an amputee.  its been 21 years now, happened when i was 4 from complications at birth.  no clue what its like to be any different.  when people ask me what it feels like, i turn around and ask them the same thing.

anyway, figured i should try something new.  never really made myself deal with my situation and now that i'm being fitted for a new prosthesis and i'm on my own its kinda comin at me full speed ahead.  ever since the first guy i dated dropped me like a bad habbit once i told him, i've just kinda blocked it out.

this is gonna be the summer...this is gonna be the summer...i say that every spring, that this summer will be the summer i stop caring and show it.  but really, this summer might just be it.  thinking of getting my prosthetic tatt'd up, real colorful, all kinds of pics and stuff, people are gonna look anyway so might as well give em something to look at!  i asked one girl how she dealt with hers so well and making it so public and she said 'life got a lot easier and a lot better when i said f* it and stopped caring' and i'm gonna try to take that approach.  bump all that 'well let me wait and see if he really likes me before i tell em' if u like me you like me, and if you dont, well you're the one losin' out, not me patna.

my friends say it shouldn't matter...but those are my friends, they're supposed to say that stuff, lol. 

so i guess the purpose of me joining was to just put it all out there, therapy for myself, b*tch sessions, and i can definitely give advice to the newcomers since ive been doing it so long. 

oh and in case u were wondering, thats def not me in the pic, its darryl hannah, but people always tell me i look llike her!

thats it for now, stay up, stay true, stay real.

-Snow