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Can you believe it's the 7th of Febuary already? I sure can't

Well it's been awhile since i POSTED something. I'm going to try to get better at this. It's just really hectic. I have a lot of physical thereapy and massage therapy and other doctor appointments. With me taking a college course and then of to another school for my high school classes even though I take them online I have to go to this center 4 days week for 4 hours each day. I'm taking English 3, Language French 1, Math intervention, SS economics, SS goverment. Plus I'm a techie for the community players. and this year I got promoted to  SOUND MANAGER. I'm so happy. I actually feel like I'm doing something. Not just sitting around doing nothing. SO I go to that tuesdays, thursdays, and Saturdays. THen on sunday I go to  church. Wednesday I lead CRAVE. Which is our school Bible study. And I'm the editor of my schools newspaper. Just trying to keep myself busy. It makes life more enjoyable. more like my favorite quote LIVE LIFE LIKE YOU"RE DYING. I got recasted for a new socket for a new prosthesis. SO i'm getting there. Once I have my prosthesis I will be going to a Chronic pain Management rehab center. It's really nice. they have aquatic therapy n stuff. I think it will really help. They have no reasons for my pain. I'm currently sick, I have a sinus infection :( I've been sick since I came back from florida. Which by the way was great. I'm GETTING A PUPPY!!!!!!! a black lab. I'm naming him BUDDY LEE :D  so i've been cleaning the house.I'm so excited. I never thought I'd get a puppy til I move out on my own. But my mommy is getting me one because i've been a great sport though all this and I improved my grades. I'm happy to say I'm my STRAIGHT A self again. A couple weeks ago. I had what the doctors called a anxiety attack. me and my mom were on our way from the doctors and I started "seizing" and I couldn't talk i was aware but couldn't move or talk. Which had to be one of the scariest things ever. My mom rushed me to the ER. there they gave me the wrong medicince which matters worse and they took a cat scan and i don't remember much but then they transported me to the cleveland clinic (my primary hospital) to the PICU(pediatric intensive care unit my moms a nurse there) SO i was well taken care of but my heart was beating like 190 something crazy like that. It was so scary then after i was relaxed and could kinda talk my mom asked me if i took anything i wasn't supposed to...i freaked out i was like NO how could you ask me that. It really hurt. cause they said it was an anxiety attack but i don't think it was but I trust them. So since then i've been trying to keep busy so i'm not at home all depressed. I'm still in great pain. They haven't found anything that works. But I'm not going to let that get in my way. I'm a FIGHTER. I beat cancer. I'm not going to let pain get in my way of living my life!!! Well if anyone has any questions message me. or comment me.

Hi, Everyone!

Happy New Year.....and Happy Holiday's!

I'm back! for good now!
I miss everyone!
I'm sorry about not writing. It's been very hectic lately. Just haven't taken the time to write I guesss. I've been having some health and mental issues. But good new's everyone I got A's. Oh I don't know if you know ....I got accepted into thte Virtual Learning Academy. It's great. Life isn't perfect but it's getting there. Hopefully. okay so you know how I had surgery in November? Well since then I've had extreme pain in my stump( they think I might have osteomitosis)  and my back and my neck and I've had constant headaches. I mean two weeks ago I saw a neurologist....he put me on some different pain meds it's kinda helping I think but I don't know. I started having seizure type things....like there like seizures but they haven't declared them seizures yet, There giving me a MRI on the 9th of my brain down to my tail bone. I'm nervous but I just wish that someone would figure out what is wrong with me. I mean seriously I wanna walk I wanna have my life back. GAH! and then One of my really really goodfriends Committed suicide....:( I'm loosing all my friends ....It's the third one in the past 6 months....and since my freshman year..... I've lost 11 friends to death. It's hard. Life's been pretty rough on me. and Long distance relationships are super hard! I've been trying though. Christmas was the best. I love Christmas. I love family. I really miss my sister though. well IT's like 450 I should probally go to bed. But....How do I change my default picture? If you can help that'd be awesome. If you wanna know anything.....Just ask. :D Welll hope to hear from you! :D New pictures!

 Your Friend Kayla Ann!