Hello again to all my friends and future friends. And anyone else. I have not been on here in such a long time.I was going through alot the last couple of times i was on here and i have to tell you that being lonely is not for the faint of heart. I met the most beautiful lovign and wonderful man. His name is Ryan. I never thought that I would get married again. Not me. Battling cancer amputee three kids and a crazy ex. God knew that i was lonley and when i finally fell on my face before God and told him desperste i was to feel what it was like to really be IN LOVE not just getting married because of circumstances. He heard me and he led me straight to ryan. He and I had met several different times before but he was a friends flame though they never dated she acted as though they had and so i considered him of limits. He and i had spoken only but a few words in passing to each other. On this night though it was different. It was years later and my friends is now married and pregnant. She came and stayed with her mother while her hubby was deployed and the week before she left to go back home we had a going away party for her. When we arrived our table had accidentally been givin to a different party so we had a make shift table placement and i being in my wheel chair ended up on the end of the table by myself. Well, after a while of sitting watching everyone talk this handsome man walks in and he just looks at me and smiles soo big and he looked me straight in the eye. my friend had saved him a place next to her at the table but being the awesome guy he was told her that he wasnt going to let me sit alone. Thats all she wrote we started talking that nught and havent stopped talking since. He is the one and only for me. He loves me unconditionally, he wants me to smile and be happy as I do for him. I dont have to work my ass of to make him happy he apprecitates me. My kids LOVE him. He embraces all of me and all that I am. I LOVE YOU RYAN K. M.

<3 your wife, Melissa A. A.k.a. g00gz

Well hello boys and girls .... lol jk !!! I love everyone .... So in my last post I was havinga pity party and a few of you really brightened my day!!! But I do have an announcement to make I have been proposed to by one of our very own ABE!! He and I will be getting married in 42 years. lmaooooooo unless we are involve with other people!!!! THANK YOU ABE YOU MADE MY DAY :)

I am guessing that out involvement with the first set of relations IS the deal breaker huh .... you tell me WHATS THE DEAL BREAKER????? Lmao

IT YOU DO NOTHING AT ALL TODAY SMILE ITS CONTGIOUS AND ITS A VIRUS WORTH CATCHING AND PASSING ON....... I LOVE LESS THAN FOUR THANKS TO WHO EVER STARTED IT !!! THANK YOU....

<333 BUH BYE g00giE