i typed a long and drawn out blog. I am actually on the very verge of tears . The whole blog was from my heart. My busy brain and thoughts of a lose screws and almost nuts person. the point I was makin is void now. I was expressing my feelings of talkin to a void in which there is not even an echo. The void i was talkin about was less than four. I fell that I have invested alot of feeling in this site that i totally happened upon. I was acting as though it was all your faults that nobody talks to me boo hoo and blahh blahhh but then I kept typin until i realized that this site has been my friend. I have read blog after blog everyday and have grown as a person. I have done nothing but learn from all of you. The astounding strength drive and go that each person has. Even the people that are in the days of darkness and have no hope the people tht feel like giving up. You teach me too. You are not that bad off. You have all of us. and I have all of you. I now think of you as silent friends. I cant hear you voice. But I know your there and I know that your listening. THANK YOU!!! I want you to know. Im listening and I will continue to listen as you continue to talk. Soooo talk to me !!!!

Thank you again for taking the time to listen,

Your silent friend GooGz