Well its been a while since i been on the site as ive really gone backwards for a while .
I feel that all the things that ive done in the past is the reason for my accident and i wish that i had never done it.
I feel like distancing myself from all those that have been there for me and just ending everything , i know ill be hurting some people that really do care for me.
I hate feeling this way as i know there is more to life than being the way i am i had my Anti Depressants put up to a stronger dose .
I feel like screaming and just losing it ,im gonna go lock myself in my room and try sleep for ages .
All the best
Ian.



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damn that sounds sooo kool, i would like to do that one day, seeing as i loved project adventure in my school then i know ill enjoy it... maybe finally when i get my last surgery and it heals up ill get back up on my horse and finally go all out.. im dying to run again---well c ya
Mz. PInki J05:23 AM GMT