Well its been a while since i been on the site as ive really gone backwards for a while .
I feel that all the things that ive done in the past is the reason for my accident and i wish that i had never done it.
I feel like distancing myself from all those that have been there for me and just ending everything , i know ill be hurting some people that really do care for me.
I hate feeling this way as i know there is more to life than being the way i am i had my Anti Depressants put up to a stronger dose .
I feel like screaming and just losing it ,im gonna go lock myself in my room and try sleep for ages .
All the best