Ian


    Location:
    MIDDLESBOROUGH. U.K.
    Your Disability LEFT BELOW KNEE AMPUTATION
    How long have you been an amputee? 2-5 years
    How did you become disabled? Fell off a 3 storey building .
    What type(s) of prosthesis do you use? OTTO BOCK
    Music Metal ,Reggae, Some Classic,Kwaito, RnB,
    Movies Gladiator,Enemy at the gates ,
    TV Documentaries, Things that i find interesting .
    Books Wibur Smith ,Dean Koontz, Dave Pelzer ,
    Likes Fishing ,Camping,Nature ,The Sea as i worked out there for 12yrs .
    Dislikes People who have no consideration for others ,Bad mannered kids .
    Hobbies I used to love nature but now im stuck inside most of the time.

    Having a real bad time .

    Wednesday, November 21, 2007, 03:43 PM GMT [General]

    Well its been a while since i been on the site as ive really gone backwards for a while .

    I feel that all the things that ive done in the past is the reason for my accident and i wish that i had never done it.

    I feel like distancing myself from all those that have been there for me and just ending everything , i know ill be hurting some people that really do care for me.

    I hate feeling this way as i know there is more to life than being the way i am i had my Anti Depressants  put up to a stronger dose .

    I feel like screaming and just losing it ,im gonna go lock myself in my room and try sleep for ages .

    All the best

    Ian.

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    Bad Days .

    Tuesday, September 4, 2007, 04:10 PM GMT [General]

    Just wanted to know what some off you folks do that have a real bad day from the time that you get up everything seems to be going wrong for me. I have only started on new Anti-Depressants and they really seem to be making things worse for me or so it feels .I honestly would go without them if they make me feel like these do as they seem to be messing me up more .

    Last nite the dreams that i had were the scariest ive had since this journey through Hell started .I woke up for a while and thought that when i get back to sleep things would be better . They werent iwent back into the same dream and i couldnt fight my way out .Icried for the first time in ages .As im writing this ive got all these bad parts of the dream coming back to me which is making my day even worse as i feel so flat and lifeless .I dont like feeling like im feeling as ireally feel stuck in a rut .

    Could someone please give me some advice as in to what you do when you have those days .

    Please anyone .

    All the best Ian

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    damn that sounds sooo kool, i would like to do that one day, seeing as i loved project adventure in my school then i know ill enjoy it... maybe finally when i get my last surgery and it heals up ill get back up on my horse and finally go all out.. im dying to run again---well c ya

    Mz. PInki J
    September 03, 2007
    05:23 AM GMT

    thanx, and whats abseiling mean?

    Mz. PInki J
    September 02, 2007
    05:25 AM GMT

    thank you for the postive comment.

    joe
    September 01, 2007
    06:59 AM GMT

    Thanks commenting on my blog. I as well wear a gel liner but mine is made by alpha. My leg is so tore up it is wearing holes right through it. I have had a few people get back to me that have had the same operation I'm gonna get. They say it was the best thing they ever did. Hope all goes well. Thanx again....Dave

    Dave
    August 31, 2007
    11:32 PM GMT