Wednesday, September 26, 2007, 01:56 PM [
General]
Yes, I know my title sounds like I've chatted with Oprah, but it's true. After 5 years adjusting to being an amputee, I've finally made peace with who I am.
I am a mom of 2 great boys. I am a wife to a great man who works very hard to allow me to stay home. I am an athlete who happens to have one good leg. I love to be creative in art and in the garden. I love a fresh margarita, a beautiful sunset and a great fitting leg. I have always been a little fiesty which hasn't changed since my amputation. In fact, I think it helped to push me past some negative therapists and exposures to people who underestimated me. I love being successful in figuring out how to tackle a new challenge pertaining to being an amputee. For example, this summer I learned how to waterski without a prosthetic using my one leg. What a rush!
I am comfortable having kids ask me about "What happened?". I am used to seeing the eyeballs watch me in the gym as I do squats or leg press. I know they're watching however spy like they think they are. I used to hate it. I used to hide my leg and wear long pants and panic if I thought people knew. I used to calculate how I can get to the bathroom in a restaurant without having tons of people watch me walk. But time has passed and I'm over it now. It's just me and that's that. I can have an amazing life and do what I want to do. I now know I am the only person in my own way.
I love that avatar pic you use. That is truly how it should be with all of us. Just enjoying life.
James10:39 PM CST