You're going to have mixed feelings about this day for the rest of your life. You should celebrate the fact that you've kept on living. That alone is something so special. This year was my ten year "anniversary" and for once I was too busy to really think about it. I usually get "holy crap, this is my life" feelings, but the more time that p**** the less weight it holds. I don't know. Ha. Congratulations on making it, you'll only continue to grow stronger.

Hope you had a good celebration. And yes it is a time for celebration. Most of us didn't think we could be this strong and you are strong.