for those of u who missed this one...

Do u think this is fair? read on and find out 

On no soul doth God Place a burden greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earns. (Pray:) "Our Lord! Condemn us not if we forget or fall into error; our Lord! Lay not on us a burden Like that which Thou didst lay on those before us; Our Lord! Lay not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Blot out our sins, and grant us forgiveness. Have mercy on us. Thou art our Protector; Help us against those who stand against faith." (Quran 2:236)

All our trials and tribulations are exactly that OUR OWN. Be they resulting from our past actions, or tests to help us recognize our true potential. The first part of the verse is one of my all time favorites. God only assigns a soul something it can cope with. God does not impose upon any soul a duty but to the extent of its ability. Can we doubt God's knowledge of our capacity? Can we even consider terminating our life when God has decreed that we are capable of withstanding the forces that are tormenting us?
As far as regretting our actions in pre-amupted life, y not take it as a wake up call. Seek forgiveness for our slip-ups and vow to try our best to never repeat them. After all to err is human. I pity the people who have not recognized the wake-up calls in their lives, in time enough to make changes.

if you feel the need go ahead lock ur self up in a room and screem. if thats wat it takes. if nothing else it will help with the depression right. and don't think too much into it even the best of us go thru non-social phases. and its ok to take a few steps back so u can suit-up for more progress.

peace ...
may God help us all to overcome our shortcomings.
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