I spoke with the producer today for over an hour . He liked my story and went to share it with his boss .. Then he called back a lil while later and said his boss liked my story and they are interested !! :)

The show is Mystery E.R. - tells the stories of the most mysterious medical cases to come through the emergency room.

I'll keep ya'll posted !!

I can't wait !! :)

~ Ash

My mom sent this to me on a day that I needed to it .. :)

An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck.

One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water.

At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.

For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water.

Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments.

But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.

After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream.

'I am ashamed of myself , because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house.'

The old woman smiled, 'Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?'

'That's because I have always known about your flaw, so I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back, you water them.'

'For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table.

Without you being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house.'

Each of us has our own unique flaw. But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding.

You've just got to take each person for what they are and look for the good in them.

SO, to all of my crackpot friends, have a great day and remember to smell the flowers on your side of the path!

Hey ya'll :

I finally got the Dalai Lama Pictures ..  Go check them out and please comment on them !!

Also check out the HG TV NOW 9:00EST !!  A little boy with my disease is goiong to be on ..  They are designing him a new room !! 

xoxo,

Ashley  

...  the hospital

after i fell on sunday ..  i was put on 5 pills a day (20mgs per pill) ofr prdnisone ..  wednesday am after my breakfast i asked my mom for y prednisone and milk ..  she gave me 5 pills to pop ..  we were going to my sisters and that was an hour car ride so i needed a pain pill ..  she started freaking .. she gave me 5 pills of oxycontin 400 mgs total NOT the pred ..  i am ok .. as the drs at the er said my system was use to this ammount of narcodics .. i just never took that much in 1 day ever ..

i am out now !!  things could of been way worse .. but im great now ..

~ ash